珍惜眼前事与人

I have been in this company for 8 months le... these 8 months, i actually very happy, thou some times there may be arguements, challenges, times when we tried hard to hit targets, meet numbers. There are also moments where the entire company and team are enjoying themselves, feeling united, there are times when one or two of us feel really down and even thought of giving up...

Staying at home today just resting, i suddenly recalled all the happy and sad moments that i had been thru the past 8 months... some things became better, some worse... some pple come, some left. 天下无不散之宴席.. I only know i should treasure everyone around me, and the things happening to me... What i want to do, is to put my best effort and focus on each and everything i do.
I had been down for some time... Finally i have time to sit down and think back of the things that i've done, pple i met, and tell myself that... when i grow old, sitting on my rocking chair, i'll be happy and 幸福to tell myself that i have in my life, met the good ones who guided & supported me, and the bad ones who taught and made me learn. I jus wanna be happy, that is why we live.

Someone told me.. 1 + 1 = 2 is a simple theory, why pple try to think that 1 + 1 = 3? We often complicate things and make things unreasonable and try to make things difficult. In actual fact, we can tell pple how good a cup of coffee is, and we can also influence pple to think that the coffee sucks. Its us who can influence pple to think differently. That is why, my mom taught me this.. 病从口入，祸从口出

Learn to make pple think happy things, learn happy things and be happy... Dont be too selfish to keep all the happiness to yourself. Learn to give so that you have room to take.

Be it love, friendship, kinship... It has gotten be given and taken this way. Learn to bring them smiles... This is what my friend told me... A selfless him always want to share the burden, help others, bring happiness to pple instead of hurting others... He aint a saint, his trying his best to be happy in life.

Being happy doesnt need to be taught, you jus learn how to take them with you, then you'll learn how to give them to others.

Friend Are Just Strangers Whom We Havent Met

These few weeks, i have been knowing a lot of pple... pple from different parts of Singapore!! haha... and surprisingly, these friends are very individual pple... sometimes i find it very hard to understand each of them too....

Friend A of mine, totally professional in things that he does... his doesnt have stunning looks or sweet talker... owns a normal car, starting a new biz, perhaps financially still seeking a consistancy... But the things that he say makes me "wow"... His a man with wisdom... I see him speak, presenting his ideas, conclude and decide.. And he impressed me totally...

Thou so much good things about him, i still think that having more time to understand him more before i make more judgements... U see, human change... and pple tend to show the best of theirs first.. Once we get used to each other... U'll see all the funny funny things come out...

Haha... Well, but im glad i know a friend like him. Cause from him, i was able to take my time to do the things i wanna do, think the things i wanna think... be free with my thoughts without being afraid he would change his impression towards me... :)

Friends are friends forever :)

Time to Organise Again

Finally took leave... im damn bloody tired... and everything is coming at a go... cant breathe liao... so seek approval from my new boss to take leave so that i can take a break... Im damn tired from work and i realise that my pending stuff and "things to do" is in a mess...

I need to sit down, organise, settle some stuff and start the engine running when July starts...

Sigh, heard some bad news from one of my colleague and i feel very sad... Feel that the team aint that strong like the past... Althou new pple are coming in, but it seems like it aint that united anymore... Why lei?

I hope to earn as much as i can before any more changes comes along... Dunno what will we be expecting month after month...

Sigh... Still need to go pray... Hmm... maybe friday i go pray... Hee...

Why is loving someone so tough?

I always wanted to fall in love with someone and hoping this person would love me the same way. But each time when i love someone, somehow, it will not be what i want it to be wor... weird isnt it? When did u ever hear Dino loving someone? once? twice?

I seldom fall in love de wor... but if i do, that position is not easily being replaced. thats what i told someone before. yet, there aint any faith and trust in me wor.. Yes, of coz i will feel hurt la... feel pain... but what else can i feel wor?

letting it go might be the best way to bring happiness to that person lor... best way is to keep all the memories inside me and will only smile whenever i bring them out. if MIA is the best way, please let me find a hole to stay for a while.

I never wanted to let anyone see me down... i wont let it show.

Finally Dino is weak... finally dino cannot take it no more.

Dino... pack up ur feelings and keep the memories... hope one day that someone would realise that nothing went wrong in the first place. hopefully the love that was given will be accepted.

Lost Happily

:) Went for the fun pool tournament on Monday... Hee.. Obviously i lost... but out of the few racks, i got win hor... jus tat overall i lost la.. HAHA... But it was a fun thing to do... somemore i only gal there... very pai seh... hehe...

Some pics taken tat night... but din take the games, cause all are working executives... for a gal to take a cam out and start whoring... haha!! ta glam u know??

Random Pics

Some random pics i took over these few weeks...

Birthday Treat From Lelaine
Elaine's SwordFish Collar (So Damn Big.. No Meat)
Fish & Chips.. Forever so Nice... :)

Try This... Bought It From... Cold Storage.
Got Berries Inside :)


Look Closely Fellow Colleagues
Who do we have here? Took this at a HDB Lift Notice Board
Never Knew His Leg Can go SOO High....

Our New Office Reno
Gordon's Office Behind Mabel

New Office Reno
Pantry With Glass Door (Suppose to B Meeting Rm)

New Office Reno
Glass Partition @ Entrance (So pple wont see us digging nose, adjusting bras..)

I'm Back!!

DINO is finally back!!

After 3 weeks of stoning my life away... I am determined to find myself back...

No more sobbing, drowning myself with alcohol (casual drinking still can la....) and no more "i'll die.."

These 3 weeks is a torture... life is so meaningless without a goal... there were times i jus wanna stop and give up every single thing....Money no enough, got money all dunno go where... no money also fan... got sales but small small, no sales kan cheong... wa lan, the feeling sucks big time man...

But then.... I know i must stand up!!!

Jia YOU!!! Going to post some random pics later.. after i complete my D-I-M facial... :)

KAMPATEH!!!!!!!!

Why am i not blogging so much this mth??

I'm going thru a hard time.. Ever since changes are made in the office.. the whole environment is so tiring to work in... I started off being a neutral or perhaps a careful and cautious person... but i start to feel a lot of pple being defensive.. so so protective about themselves that they forget "we're friends right?" When many dont understand, humans are humans.. I agree humans are selfish and protective when the environment changes... But look, no one is harming anyone. Dont be too greedy or over reacting to some things... Lets all be cool about it...

Im sure everyone knows, when there's a scar, its tough to remove...

I was distracted by some things happening in the office but i constantly tell myself that i need to stay focus, and reminding myself the reason for me to start working again... Money, is the reason for me to hang in there.

A month of chaos and distractions.. Dino will stand back UP and move on. Heck the nonsense, kick off the nuisance... i'm back to work my ass off! Dino, if u wan to change ur destiny, ur life, u gotta get the money first. So pls stay focus and determined.

Work sure sucks.. But i do need the BUCKS...

To all my friends out there who feels that they wanna get out of their jobs: Everyone feels the same, and everywhere is the SAME. Be strong, u might be the next survivor.. The best man wins.