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Sunday, August 29, 2010

I WANT TO VENT


29 August 2010

Celeste just took her 6 in 1 jab and rota virus.. Fever on and off and feeling all gao wei and fussy, which is normal... PD told us that she will have a loss of appetite for 1 week which will explain why she cannot fall asleep soundly because she is not full.. So, we battled it out. Its ok again cause shes sick, unwell and we are taking care of her with a ultra patient mind.

BUT!!

Its always at this point of time that i feel super gao wei with anything that obstructs her from sleeping... I have been tolerating with my neighbours after numerous trips to their door step asking them to lower their volume. Its very paiseh to do so but! i had to lor... cause its over the boundary and intruding my life liao.

Celeste is finding it hard to fall asleep.. and we battled it out from 4am till 11am this morning. And we both slept from 12pm till 4.30pm with no feeding or waking up.

As she was abt to doze off at 8+am, some dinosaur neighbours upstairs start to walk arnd the house loudly, drag their furnitures arnd.. this is not the first time but this time is EARLY IN THE MORNING. FINE.

Then... upstairs auntie came to my next door neighbour, shouting FROM my unit.. "I AM GOING OUT" (in chinese)... in my mind.. i replied her "U WANNA GO OUT IS UR TAIJI" (she is the 7pm make love that auntie btw) And! my bb woke up from her 2min sleep... -.- Feeling grouchy, she fuss and fuss and i have restart the coaxing routine ALL OVER AGAIN..

Finally she fell asleep, and the downstairs neighbour on his karaoke at 9.30AM!! WTF!! EVERY SUNDAY 9.30am till 11.30am.. Prob if u dun hear his karaoke at that time, he shud be dead. AND my dear princess woke up again from his singing (repeating the same song on and on)... AND I HAVE TO REPEAT THE ROUTINE AGAIN!

Nabei........................................

Ok.. great.. we slept thru and the next door neighbour starts her karaoke.. she stays 3 units away and u can hear her karoke from the lift? downstairs maybe? ITS CRAZY. Ok, im not too angry cause i need to feed her anyway... BUT WHATS ON THESE PPLE's MINDs?

I wish i have the $$ to buy an apartment or condo or semi D... seriously. It is very mind draining having to battle with a sick child and inconsiderate neighbours.

OH YA! my neighbour next door's door is made of HEAVY METAL, GOLD and prob weighs in TONS. They slam their door, they dont close, they slam. mind u.. its THEY. WHOLE FAMILY DOES THAT!!!! Ping Piang.. everyday without fail... their wooden door also weigh in TONS...

Its mental torture esp when i stay at the corridor unit. My ILs prob wont feel it cause they sleep the other side of the house.. and if i complain, they prob think im crazy and gao zeh.. but if they were to sleep in my room for 1 week.. im sure they will go crazy too.

Now 7th month, i cannot bring her out too.. if not, i will bring her to my mom house to hide. at least its quieter there and my mom is very strict on "noise pollution" and disturbing neighbours... she can even not switch on the lights and bathe cause she say the light will shine on neighbour's house..

And hor.. i realise.. celeste can sleep better at my mom's place.. she wont grunt, fuss or wake up easily. Not only at mom's place... my cousin's place and my nanny place also.. Elaine's place too!

Elaine house got dogs, and we were chit chatting in normal indoor voice.. shes ok... but at home..... she will jump up while sleeping, grunts and fuss... Hai.. i have to think of a long term solution.. i wont let this issue prolong if not will affect her wellbeing...


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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

im a zombie


25 August 2010

this baby.. a very pang tang baby... hai.. to cut the story short.. i have been battling with her for 3 nights till 5+am.. apparently she has gotten her day and night mixed up. she used to sleep thru the night. after that night of battle, she forgot when is day and when is night. and she keep on drinking almost hourly in the night. sigh.. issit for good or jus another growth spurt?

i need sleep but she needs me.. she is not a deep sleeper like the past and im a light sleeper.. so every grunt she makes, i will wake up... i hope to lose some weight at least to comfort me a little.. hahahhaha..


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Saturday, August 21, 2010

Its not getting easier


21 August 2010

Life is not easy with a baby.. we are always at their mercy...

Last night i jus battled with her till 6am today. Its her first time torturing me in the night.. normally she will jus sleep thru... haizz.. we shall have to see tonight, how it goes..

Going to Elaine's bb's full mth party tomorrow!! Cant wait to see Giselle.. :) Its Celeste's mei mei :)

Next week will be going for her 6 in 1 jab.. heard she will get fever.. hope everything's gonna be alright..

BFing is still going strong and steady for me... And after ytd.. a long discussion with hubby.. i realise how much we love this little girl and how much we are willing to sacrifice for her. And papa finally start making big decisions.. i love being a small woman.. lol..

I havent seem to lose much weight.. i hope i do fast.. keke.. i wanna wear back my clothes... i jus dump 80% of my wardrobe.. cause i dun think i can get back to that size in the next 5 years, esp when im planning for #2 next year....

lol.. ok.. bb's awake.. gtg!




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Thursday, August 12, 2010

Vaccine Vaccine Vaccine


this is one of the most headache thing.. dunno go PD or poly.. haha.. both also can use CDA la.. i think i will bring her for the 6 in 1 with PD first then the rest i will go poly liao.. cause nearer to my house ma.. lol

Life's super bz for me.. last feeding for the day is normally at 1-2am and she will sleep through till morning about 6+am.. im doing so to let her know whats the diff between day and night so she can wean off the night feedings soon.

Wonder whats her weight now.. dunno where i can weigh her besides gg for PD visits.. maybe shud bring her to poly to take a quick check on her weight..

We got quite a few weddings coming up.. need to get some clothes for our lil rascal princess to wear liao.. lol... need to earn some money... pocket money... lol.. any part time job that i can bring my bb along de? HAHAHAHAHA...

Well.. heres some info on vaccines for the MTBs


Heres some links to the vaccines 

Polyclinic ctc number and info 
http://www.nhgp.com.sg/ourservices.aspx?id=5000000013 

Types of vaccines and the after effects 
http://childrenimmunisation.com.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=16&Itemid=29 

calendar to keep track 
http://www.babycenter.com.sg/tools/immunization/


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Thursday, August 5, 2010

She gives me mixed emotions


5 Aug 2010

Right now, celeste is sleeping right beside me.. looking at this peaceful little sweetie makes me smile.. but at times, she makes me angry.. haha..

i get worried with anything wrong that i see on her.. her heat rash, her failed hearing test and many more.. she is the only person in the whole that can make my heart hurt sooo much.. and also the only one that i can sacrifice my life for.

Having a child is very blessed.. raising her is not easy but every minute with her is super super precious. Maybe because i lost Julius, and i learnt to treasure Celeste even more and not take anything too lightly and of coz, not take her for granted.

Its jus like yesterday that i was pregnant.. i lost hopes after i lost Julius... now seeing Celeste lying right next to me, im amazed how a new life can change my life.. I love her way too much to explain.

Daddy's working hard for her, Im sacrificing my time, my life my everything for her.. She is a very blessed child too.

I just hope for a happy family, even if its just the 3 of us.. Next is to have our own roof and make that house a place to spend all our happiness and sorrows together. I hope to have more family days and of coz, a healthy and blessed father and child.

Thank God for this precious gift. Thanks for not neglecting us.


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Plans for Celeste


I will be putting Celeste in a infant care centre at batok when i get a job and return back to work.. but that will happen in Dec or later, depending on how fast i get a job.

Next, i will need to plan what job i want to get. its no longer a high achievement, high responsibility. My energy will need to go to Celeste first, cause i will continue to take care of her and breast feed her for as long as i can.

Then, i will be trying to look for a place to move if not i cannot make plans for my #3. Since i am putting her in infant care and we are more desperately looking for a place of our own, any place including punggol, we are open to it too.

Yup, this is our plan and we are moving along this line.

I have contacted the infant care, they have vacancies, and i will be subsidized for her fees.. i just need to find a job that can fulfill her needs and my day to day expenditure. Simple life and happy family days is what im going after now..

Celeste, my hubby and my family is my life. I need to work hard to achieve this..


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Sunday, August 1, 2010

Motherhood Motherhood


1 Aug 2010


Of coz it does feels great when bb fall asleep in ur arms.. but its a nightmare when she keep staring at u and doesnt fall asleep even thou she kept on yawning.. haha.. thats my little monster...

i was almost down with flu, i think it was due to the lack of sleep la.. then i dunno what med to eat.. so i jus kept praying.. and heng, the sneezing stopped..

bb loves my blanket.. and whenever she sleeps on my bed, she will cover my blanket.. -_- imagine a small baby using an adult blanket? haha... so i have to monitor her every now and then to make sure she dun kick and play with the blanket when shes asleep...

actually, i hope for a simple dinner or lunch with hubby and celeste at some quiet place where we can chat and i can nurse.. and spend the day arnd there and jus relax. But 7th mth coming.. so im sorta "banned" from bringing monster out.. can go out la, but must be home super early... but i also dun wan la.. later she cranky..

So fast, august liao... i got some things to do... i need to call HDB to enquire about houses.. i also BTO-ed for the Senja flats liao...

I need to spend some time to pack my messy room.. its crampy and messy...

I also need to buy diapers for bb.. need to stock up since we are buying from a bulk purchase supplier..

Also need to make appt with Dr Ang for my pap smear..

Everyday i jus hopes she sleeps deep so i can do my things... but whenever i need to do my things, she always dun sleep -_-

now, i jus wanna sleep whenever shes sleeping and grab some rest before i battle with her.. i dun like to fall asleep while nursing her.. it can be dangerous.. and my milk supply is good but the flow is fast.. so fast that she dun like to drink.. i always make the nursing area super messy and end up i gotta change and shower in the middle of the night sometimes.. but im glad shes growing la..

Alvin has been very tolerant and patient towards us.. esp me... Thanks dear :) i flare at him sometimes when i am battling with her and also lack of sleep.. he jus tiam tiam.. of coz he will angry la.. but he jus tiam tiam... keke.. MUACKS.

I told alvin that i hope to bring celeste out to town during xmas and to some snowy events.. it will be a very nice and sweet family outing ba... :)


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