Dying For B-R-A-S

Its been a long while since i bought bras!!! The last time i bought was like 2 months ago ba... La Senza.. And i was surfing online for their latest collection... and wow... its damn cool... Since i got the member card 2 mths ago, i havent used that card... *sobz*

I enjoy shopping for lingerie :) Was browsing thru La Senza Website & Chalone (click link to view), and got some nice designs in mind... Planning to go bra shopping tomorrow!! Saw a blog that sells Vic Secrets online... We go online choose, and they buy for us... but.... haha... i dunno why i dun trust them lei...

Tis is one my my fav and the model is a real hottie from La Senza!!

Argh, cant wait for a shopping spree... for bras.. tomorrow, still need to go anchor point, buy shoes, bras.. maybe some workings tops...

Am planning to go for a hair dye next mth and a new hair perm too!!!

Low for a week

I have been feeling really low for the past week.... and the first time i did not really put in hard work in my job. Althou i feel happy that i managed to close one deal yesterday, still i feel guilty. Yesterday was the last day for my scary boss. Hmmm, i wonder how will office be like losing a person in the team. I've seen colleagues from other dept leave, but this is the first time i see someone from my dept leave... Now i start to ponder... who's next?

Picking up bit and pieces and moving on with my life... And i have decided to start to do what i have been doing before i joined this company. It has always been my dream to start something... or at least to plan, organise, think and make things happen. That is why i always help pple to start their new set ups, new teams, new projects.. Its something i really enjoy doing...

I met a friend recently, and his job is to tie pple up, do marketing for their new products, source for man power and earns a big project fee... once its done, he'll leave the rest to the client to manage. Simple hor? haha.. i also wanna do that... but need to find a source then plant seeds from there... But let me get insource done up properly first. I will change the name and start it all over.

Taking a deep breath, its time i wake up from my dreams so that they'll all come true.

In life, many things can change without you knowing...
I'm glad at least I've treasure every moment everything that has happened...
Holding on to these memories, i hope it will come back soon...
If it doesnt come back for good, at least happen once a while like the fireworks in the sky.
No matter what, please do not erase them off.
I'm not ready to lose them all

Stone,Stoning,Stone-d

Sigh... So many things so little time... I very tired lei.. i mean physically...

I really wan to sleep at home whole day...

I havent been sleeping well this whole week.. either tooth ache, sick, late nights, cant sleep or wake up half way... i tell u ah... continue like that i think i will go crazy!

And i am losing mood sia.. because of my lost of sleep...

I need to apply a day leave and just sleep at home... jus koon and koon....

haha

Changes or Chances

No matter how much u might not like somebody, no matter how badly you wish that person to leave sometimes... But when it really happens, actually... u'll still feel a bit sad no matter what...

Sigh, working here seems to lose it fire, its glow and its strength.

I hope the team really become closer and closer... this is gonna help everyone a lot.

Right at this moment, i still to ponder whats life after here... where can i go, what can i do wor...

haha...

Honestly, i got no clue suddenly... i wish i knew, then i wont feel so lost now le ba?

People come, people go... its normal...

But im unsure whats gonna happen after this.. thats insecurity.

Sigh....

Happy Birthday To MEEE

Before the clock strikes 12... i better start writing a post on this special day!

2008 - the best celebrations i had so far... It all started from 2nd May 2008... haha... Random pics will be posted, managed to take some pics before i got drunk, when im drunk... Pity i din get to take a pic of the chalet on Monday, either was bz mahjong-ing or... BBQ.. hee...

2nd May 08: Night out with colleagues @ Bardot (Boat Quay).. It was cosy, had a lovely bunch of colleagues to accompany me!! And very paiseh that they are giving me a treat... I was drinking and drinking... drink until alvin pick me up.. haha... gone...

("darling" car.. found @?) (XLB, Darling @ OT) (Maggie Mee.. Yum..)

5 May 08: Chalet at ECP... was a total planned thing.. haha (only the participants know wat im talking abt) haha... We had great fun, and after so long, then we managed to mingle together and have a sales team thingy... Had so much food, mahjong and laughter.. :) Thanks Adnic, he contributed $100 for the chalet... Thanks!! Also need to thank those that bought the necessary stuff like drinks, tidbits etc for the event. PLUS! making the effort to come over.. :) & Pressies!!

(To Esther: I might be affected, but come to think of it... It's all of the pple who are present that makes my day so happy again. That is why, after u asked me, i got back to normal. U kinda reminded me that i should treasure those with me than to think of those who are not..)

6 May 08: Birthday present from my boss = meeting at 830am... WA PIANG! Heng all the sales pple steady... all come on time, then boss never scold.. haha.. if not we will kana shoot like no body biz liao... So shag that i have to go sleep after work!

(Fang: I kept the reciept so that can go back servicing.. haha)

7 May 08: Meet up with my friends at east side for food and chit chats! Haa... Pretty nice, always like to talk to old friends :) Lunch with Fang and she got me a beautiful bracelet! I like it a lot a lot.. Serious.. The only thing that came to my mind was... "this good friend and i havent been seeing each other much nowadays, but she still knows what i like. :) "

8 May 08: Suppose to meet up some friends, but end up never wor... Was doing OT with my colleagues in the office wor.. hee...

9 May 08: Ooo.. this is interesting.. my boss treated me and my ex colleague to Bardot for drinks.. Opened 2 bottles and stayed till 12mn to sing birthday song for me... And!! There is this guy who played pool with me, and walked to TCC to get me a cake!! I dun even know his name then!! Then.. He bought a "the dog" toy from the mute and gave it to me!! Wa... *touching* wor... haha!! He offered a lift back home, and he said when i alighted.. "i will wait for u in the car until u sms me that u are home safely" *falls off the chair* I tell u ah... i first time get this kinda "treatment" heh... Anyway, good chats with my ex colleague, and surprisingly my boss treated this... the moment we met, my boss said.. "tonight, its my treat" wa... i first time hear him say this kinda sentence... Even thou he treats the both of us often, but he never expressed it that way... haha... Anyway, still have to thank the both of them for counting down for my birthday.. :)

10 May 08: Lunch with my 2 customers... Mr Guan and Mr Odessey :) They treated me lunch for my birthday.. Simple one but very nice of them la.. cause they still need to rush back to work after that wor... Then following on was Mother's Day dinner.. :) My 2 beautiful niece and nephew gave me a drawing for my birthday! Its very sweet.. and my niece wrote "ah kim,i love you" (melts my heart lei..)When i asked my nephew, "wherez mine?" He look so upset and replied.. "no more paper. jie jie used the last one.." So i thick skin.. helped him find a paper and he hid in the kitchen drawing my gift:) U dun understand how sweet it felt.. :)) And now, back home blogging..

So Much To Comment.. So Little Time

People come.. People go...

Things happen.. For Some Simple Reasons...

Which One Can Be Trusted?

How Much Hopes Do I Have?

What's Ahead of Me?

If Only Time Can Stay Still...

If Only Bad Things Can Be Fast Forward...

Will There Be SunShine After The Rain?

Are You Sure?

Drink - Drunk Party

Had a great night at boat quay Bardot last night with my colleagues and my ex colleagues (ben & alex).. I was drinking and drinking... and drinking... And also told XLB off last night... haha.. Pai seh XLB, when it comes to discussion about my marriage, i rather you dun even mentioned about it... Cause my hubby and myself know the situation very well. And i dun want our friendship to be ruin by things like tat. There are some things that i seriously dun wan to talk about - esp when i am HIGH... haha

Let me tell u the very xia suay incidents when i reached home... see, i didnt haf any dinner (only fried rice for the entire day)... so when i went back... i was high, and obviously i wanted to puke... but who knows nothing come out except the martell in my tummy... and i felt real burning sensation in my throat... First, i got Alvin to get the plastic bag... den i stick my finger inside to "force puke" cause i got no feel to puke... Then burning sensation comes.... but i cant drink water wor, cause if i drink, i lagi wanna puke (i need to empty my stomach).. so... i got Alvin to get listerine for me... i rinse my mouth, then i got him to get a bread, and sweets! (wonder why wor...) Oh OH! Not forgetting.. i got him to get my a towel too...

U see, each time when im high, i will get him to do everything... and anything...

I scold him too.. haha (chia char bo)

And he will be so so busy....

Suddenly, Alvin say... "u go and sleep la... sleep liao den nothing liao.." AND for once! I nodded and lie flat on the bed and doze off (FYI, the highlighted sentence happened within 1 minute).. so this morning when Alvin woke up.. he said... "if i knew its so easy, i would had done that long ago..." haha...

Its damn funny even when i recalled. I remember exactly what happen, but i dunno why i go gila to do all the siao siao things... but i really enjoyed myself la...

Thanks guys for making the party a successful one :)

Labour Day!!!!

Woke up as early as 6.30am to go for prayers... Yesterday damn suay.. almost lost 2 deals man... Thankfully managed to save one in time, the other still need some time to rectify the problem... Sigh... But i hope its jus a day of bad luck. Today onwards shud be lucky all the way!! Actually i dun really like the feng shui of the new reno office.. i think a bit wrong somewhere... but i cant tell what issit...

Anyway, i feel like removing a small mole... haha... Crazy idea again? Ya, it always happen when my pay day is near... Anyway, this mth need to be a little thrifty... Cause a lot of bills to settle... But i will work hard to earn MORE money...

I had been working very hard this week.. And im enjoying this kinda busy work life cause i finally found my momentum liao... Elaine: "im back.. cheong for my $$...!!" Hopefully my hard work will get paid off well ba...

Now doing my facial... I wanna bring my complexion back!! Ever since chicken pox in Sept last year, my skin is damn jia lat, plus the outdoor sales and sunshine... Argh...

Anyway... 10th is my BIRTHDAY!! I cant wait wor... Althou i dun celebrate, but i tot its a good time for friends to gather.. Gonna have a drinks session with my colleagues tmr and a company gathering at ecp on Monday.. Wow... we havent had such a gathering for a long time.. The last time was ..... Long Beach??

Sigh, was so enthu abt gg picnic with fang and edwin this weekend, but alvin can find pple to exchange off day... Sian.... I enjoyed our BBQ session man... How abut next week Fang?? i get alvin to "pre book" his off day??

Alright... gtg work on my cases liao... kampateh!!