Adjusting My Sleeping Time....

Finally i got to bed at 12.30am yest.. I woke up at 9am to wake him up to work.... den i went back to bed... :) Cause the weather was soooo damn good... ok la, lasted quite a while till late morning... BUT still... i managed to turn my clock... and i hope today i will start feeling sleepy at 12am.. haha.... Althou i manage to do that cause i pop 2 muscle relax pill at 930pm... (which i only felt sleepy at 12.30am **argh**) i think i shud eat 1 pill today at 730pm.. so i can sleep earlier den i will go without on monday...

Hope i can adjust and get back my NORMAL working hours by next week. I have to go my shifu there on Sat... den have to go back home to celeb my FIL birthday... Hmm, not sure what to give him so i decide to go crystal jade buy shou mian and shou tao for him.. aiya... old pple dun fancy prezzie right?? Heh...

Me jus cooked some jap rice... trying to make su shi... since my in laws not at home... i can CONQUER the kitchen!!! haha!!! Check this out >>> http://serenedinothinks.blogspot.com/

Chinese saying "Wan Shi Qi Tou Nan"

Starting a biz aint easy man... Esp when i started this company with no cap involved.

I started off with a team of folks and a telesales... at the beginning i alr know these folks are problematic.. except my telesales... I knew what i wanted to do with them... (to test the market)... I was not expecting gd results from them. But i jus wanted them to start off something for me.

Remember i went to the medium and she asked me to try do everything by myself? Yeah, now i know what she meant... Managing a company by my own was not easy, not only u need to make sure there are sufficient cash to pay them, u have to make sure that this aint ur only way to make money...

This current project can earn quick money but one time profit... i reckon i need to do somethng that is recurring... So now i branch out into web hosting and email hosting biz too... and my friend is trying to do online portal... something like advertising but online media... so i decided to give it a try esp when pple are looking more into online advertising than printed...

Bazaars and event will be minimal but i will still do it. Esp i got a good contact from one of my cilent. He manages 60+ canteens in big companies and would like to do bazaars for each of them... Sounds good. I still need to follow up closely and do a proper presentation on that to make sure it goes well....

I decided to hire 1 more telesales to increase the number of appts. and i decided to go thru all these appts by myself. I will meet them and close them. I need to get my agressiveness back... I need to think calmly and with a clear mind too.

Now, here is what i plan...

1. Continue with the current project on annual books

2. Prepared the proposal and will send out to major magazine companies to become their outsource partner to sell ad space for them. (Like car mag, health mag etc) - but im into specific mags... Fashion will be the last like cleo etc....

3. Close the bazaar project and start managing the bazaars one by one... one week 2 location and finish the project in 8 months time. by then, i will have good amount of money alr. If possible, close some big companies like hospitals for montly bazaars.. sign a contract for 2 years... so i will have monthly recurring profit.

4. launch the online advertising website and start selling the ad space together with web hosting and email hosting and domain name together. As these are per year profit, but chances of renewal are higher than printed ad space. Most imptly, I get the cash in (for the first payment) to choke up my funds.

5. To get all of the above running, i need 2 telesales, part time to do all the callings for me... Cause they will need to multi task and moreover they are students, and they only can do half day daily. On weekends, companies are not working, even if they come to office to work also no use... So i need 2 to make sure that i have sufficient appts to close.

6. I plan to meet 10 appts per week so that i have enough to close... minimum 40% - 50% closing shud be sufficient. Every week a $5k minimum chq recieve so that i can earn at least $5k per month... and company will earn $10k - $15k per month... So that i can start hiring sales man providing them basic salary.. So they will have commitment to my company.

Well, it takes time to build what i planned... Succeed or not, still dunno. But they are all visible ideas. I pray hard i can make it. I know everything is tough at the beginning. But I shud have faith in myself. I pray hard things will fall into place soon.

I need to be more hardworking, agressive and alert... Realise i have been waking up later and later... which shud not be that way. I need to buy 4 alarm clocks to wake me up liao... I MUST wake up to start my engines fast. I NEED to make things possible...

I dun wanna suffer in debts and bills... I jus want to buy anything anytime, do everything anytime... I want to save up and earn and save.... Save until when i grow old, i need not be like those auntie uncle no money to eat, no clothes to wear... Even see doc also no money... I am fortunate now that i am blessed with gui ren and luck. But i cant take it for granted. I need to earn myself too...

I need motivation and self encouragement to push myself to the limit...

Pray hard i make it...

Panic

There are some things i know i have to get them done in the shortest time. Im trying, but i dun seem to have the strength to do so.. Each time i think of it, i will have cold sweat... Argh... I need to hit my tartget each week in order to achieve what i want in the shortest time. I need to make it...

Went to the temple took a lot... cause i was wondering if i shud go work or remain ma... end of the day, who dun wan to take company monthly salary? Den the lot says, remain still, do not do anything now. Nature will take its course... And i remember i went with fang to the temple to draw a lot in April before i resign, it says at that pt of time, my boat aint moving anywhere, i need to wait till aug when the monsoon season comes den the boat will sail. Next mth is aug liao... and the kuan yim ma lot i drew last week as me remain still... lets see ok?

I know starting own biz is tough, and sure tough for the first 2 years, i hope i pull thru with all the debts on hand... im kinda worried about the debts part.. my reserves almost gone liao... i need to think of a way asap...

Kuan Yim Ma and the gods above, please por pi me earn big bucks to settle everything and start a new life.. a better one at least...

Hope my prayers come true...

Life Sux but I Need the Bucks

Hai, messy messy.. no time for everything. either i do my work, den no time for myself, or i do my things den naturally my mind will go to work... i need to organise myself again... shit.. i feel that i am lagging behind and trying to catch up with time... gosh...

Picked up saxophone.. cool man.. 2nd lesson and im loving it.. never been so attentive in class before.. hee.. and finally liking something i learn.... Booked my driving exam... which is in dec.. still a long way to go... so picking up the driving lessons again but slowly cause i clocked in the hours liao, jus that i think too long never drive a bit rusty liao. jus get back on the wheels again and get used to it lor... thinking of once a week or once every fortnightly... hmmm.. tmr ask my instructor...

me alr looking at car mag liao.. heh... if dec pass can go buy car liao.. but thinking of getting a budget budget one first... at least first timer.. if accident also no heart pain... and moreover, i now running my own biz, cannot have too many commitment...

:( sianz... i miss my friends... wanna see them but no time.. how.....

All Alone

Now i understand why they say setting up biz is easy but maintaining it is tough. When u have to face employee prob, when they are all out of office for sales, when u are so bz but yet the numbers not moving.. yeah, im stressed. Cause its my biz..

Only i can make the change, only i can make the decision, and only me alone trying to make things work... Im exhausted. Its killing me man... I wish i had the powers to give everyone a push... I wish my folks treat this as their own biz.

Yes, there were times that i wanted to give up. But i know this is just the beginning. I should continue cause it will always be difficult at the start. So now, i just pray hard and work hard. Everything just do it myself.... God.. gimme the power...

I havent been resting for 3 weeks. My dark eye rings and eye bags are making me like a ghost.. was so bz that i went to other places to trim and dye my hair... end up... my hair is so short and i look like shit. I was so depressed... I look so damn ugly. Fuck, i hate it man...