Is this gonna be my turning point?

Many changes in the office, many feelings evolved... I dunno why, but... i feel that everyone is tired... as tired as me

Work is drowning me... Deals are floating around, i aint sure when can i cast them into stones and fulfill my dreams, and let this be my turning point for this pharse of my life...

Sigh

Anyway, went prawning with my team of colleagues yesterday night. To tell you honestly, i was really very shag at work le.. But i dont wanna be a spoiler... so i went together... Having to carry so many working files, laptop, my bag and stuff... I really cant move off earlier without any cabs or public transport... Plus to find a cab there is quite tough.

But who knows, i didnt become a spoiler yesterday, but i was too tired to even open my eyes to sms my colleague to tell him i cant make it for mj today... Im really sorry guys... If you happen to read this some where... Pai seh...

But honestly, i appreciate a lot of my colleagues for being forgiving and understanding... Prob because my colleagues know what kind of working environment we are in... There were times when we are in the midst of something, and the other person has to leave... Yet we never got pissed off.. There were times like this, where i was too tired and stress that they never blamed me for flying their kite.. (one of my colleague came frm tampines!)

Because they know what kinda things to expect and we all give and take...

Thanks pals!

I have never been so busy working in Adventus.. Only recently, when i got some cases handed over.. I began to understand that when you are busy, tired, stressed, pressured.. The only thing that warms your heart is when you realise that your friends never got pissed off for you being late.. Your colleagues listens, advices, understands for the biggest cock up you ever made, sending you to your early appointments, waking up a little earlier to make sure you wake up on time.. Giving a lift to office and help you to settle your misc. paper work... your family who never blame you for coming back home late from office and disturbing their sleep... Even at times when i doze off on the table working, they will pack my things in my bag and make sure i dun forget to bring them for work when i rushed for work the next day.

All these happenings, these little things that they might not even put in their hearts... Meant a lot to me... It was all of these important pple in my life that makes my stressful and tiring job a smoother and easier work flow.

Now i understand what it is like to have a bunch of buddies with me... And this is why, each time anyone leaves me, its very sad.

Jus for u!!