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Dinner Mom Prepared for me.. :)

Hmmm.. Truthfully, the initial reason why i resign was that i feel i really needed time to sort things out.. My own things.. Its not really in a mess, but its not "productive". Everything that should be executed asap and completed are not done. And alternative plans are not made... So i wanted to leave.. That was why i was tempted to take the 1 month no pay leave which Billy Boss suggested. But I knew numbers will keep running... I have 3 lives, and lost 2... if i take the leave and come back.. I only have 1, which means i cannot DIE... (who in this world always have UPs in sales industry?).. Thats why i made the final decision to leave.

Well, more or less sorted out what i want to do...

1. Find a normal job, telesales... Something that i can earn a basic + comm... This allows me to stretch that dollar and sustain the bills...


2. Confirm doing P/T telesales for a property agent... Mon - Thurs, 7 - 10pm hourly paid + incentives (e.g. $5/appt & $5/exclusive signed), leads given...


3. Do what i planned for long ago... (Service Provider).. Vitual Company....


4. Accept my friends' offer by "helping" him and myself...

All abv are kinda confidential... so i can only say that much.... Jus in case....

I have a $20k debt to clear... There's nothing to hide, nothing to feel ashamed of... cause at least I am working hard and putting effort to clear them all... Dont ask how, why $20k... Cause I have repeated this for 20 times within 2 years... It's not the time to know the prob.. It's time to SOLVE the prob...

I know it's a tough process, but Dino gotta do it.. I'm 23, i dont have much time... Cause i need to start setting off and fly high in my career by 25... So that i can retire early (My goal)... And most impt... My mom is 63, i have to waste another 2 years to get my things done, and she will be getting 2 years lesser of the happiness i SHOULD give her...

Next.. I'm gonna study.. It's the first step i SHOULD be taking to fly high. I cant jus carry a normal cert and tell people, "Hey, this is a good 'toilet paper'"... I remember once an old customer of mine told me.. "U study, get a cert, that cert is a gurantee that govt give you..." He merely meant that, with a cert, you can climb faster, not scared nothing to eat... Which i always believe in... So Dino need to do something.

Enough of wasting time, enough of taking my own time and waiting for that chance to come by. I need to find a way to meet that chance. So I'm gonna go MIS and MDIS to ask about courses. If $ permits, i wanna fulfill my dreams... Getting a cert in Casino Mgmt... Get ready for IR? (HAHA)....

All these need to be cast into stones by this week AND executed by 1 June 2007. Exactly 6 months, i need to push myself to the max... I seriously will... I rest enough, and i have thought enough... I plan what i need to do... I need to find my stepping stone, and this boat will sail..

Failure and setbacks might happen, but I will definately stand up right away and continue this journey. Only thing I dun wanna lose is my mom, my buddies and 319.. The pillars in my life. The people that i know will lend my those ears and will pat me on my shoulder and say "keep going dino"....

And guess what? I found the momentum i lost for 3 years... I'm back...

To Mommy, 319, Fang: Dino might not have all the time like the past... But trust me, I just need the time to walk to the light. My heart will always have you guys... There are some priorities and some things i know i have to do... And definately, spending time with you guys is one of the top in my list... Hope we compromise and make things happen...