I dunno issit because of the fatigue body that make me feel uncomfy with the restrictions...
no fb, no msn.. thats like taking away 1/2 of my freedom at work~~
I dunno how long i can pull thru this tough period.. but i have another 8 more months.. i tell myself, i must pull thru this... but hor.. mon - fri, im really not happy.. this tired body is affecting my productivity and the energy at work...
but i cannot go without an income so i die also must bite the bullet... i hope i can pull thru this...
Nevermind.. next week only work 4 days and dec, i will have 1 week break.. i hope time can pass faster...
im finding ways to make myself easier and happier.. i might have a way but it may not be the best way out.. let me think abt it first..
maybe.. jus maybe.. i can do some thing by myself.. but let me think about it first... i need the income for future use. and its jus another 8 mths.. so.. maybe i will jus loon.. or maybe after this 8 mths, all these fatigue and emo will go and i will glow again.
but now, its jus something that i cannot avoid and its a battle between me and my body.. i jus need to stay positive...
everything will turn out fine...
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